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Reason for Delay in Activity · 10:32am
Well, I haven't been able to write for a while because some stuff has been coming up in my personal life. I would tell you, but I doubt you want to or give a shit about my problems. But fuck it, I'll amuse myself and give it a shot.
Me being 15 years old, I'm dependent on a parent figure for food, shelter, and other things of the sort. If these parent figures lost a job, I, in turn, would feel the effect as well. What I'm getting at is that my mother almost lost her job as a mail carrier due to some cunt who was angry because she accidentally gave a package to someone else who had the same address number (street was different, obviously), same house size, same position in the cul-de-sac as the actual receiver. He complained, and the dickface that is my mom's boss, vocally, nearly ripped her a new one. Her job was literally in the hands on his mood that day. She, obviously, wasn't too happy, and needed me to keep her company and cheer her up until she got the news of er either still having her job or not. She and I recently lost my father, so she was already in a vulnerable state, so...yeah. Then, after that, my PC nearly imploded due to a wave of Trojans fucking it's shit, so I had to get it fixed. Thank god my fanfictions were safe. I hope. Then, I found out a friend from my mom's work and her were together, which pissed me off, considering my father died literally five months ago, and she was already shagging someone else. But, I'm feeling well enough now to write, so I'll try my best to write. I know I'm not very good at keeping promises (That Innocent Day, False Traitor, True Hero Visual Novel, Beautiful Blue Wings) but I'll try my damndest. Well, to the 5 people who actually reading FPtK.
Also, If I see anyone saying, "Oh, this faggot is just throwing out his problems to get attention," fuck off, because I'm not. Why should I lie? If people care about what I'm dealing with, they do. If they don't care, they don't. Honesty is the best policy, so I might as well tell the truth.
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So how'd you get the trojans?
I was wondering where you had vanished too, I was genuinely getting worried about ya pal. But damn.. that sucks all sorts of uh >.> <.< OH frip it Youtube reference time "buy some apples"!
I know how tough life can get and DAM you got one hell of a 'triple kill' there. Just take your time and hmm..
to get some of those emotions out maybe you should try a DARK fic? im not saying you shoudl right some thing like
well you know.. but maybe some dark emotional story ^^.
I say, if you need it, take even more time off. Even though writing can be therapeutic, you went through a lot of shit at a fairly young age(I'm 18 myself. Our age group wants to be adults but let's face it. We're not.) Take as much time as you need man.
I'll skype you later today.
I've had some similar shit go down (not gonna go into detail), and as much as I don't want to recommend this, I've learned: the more shit you ignore, the happier you will be. It might not be easy at first. Oh, and listen to a lot of music. It helps.
>>212242 Why is it that random people over the internet comfort me more than people I physically know? XD
Really, I think 'adult' is just a level of maturity. Just because someone is 18, doesn't mean they're all of a sudden 'adults'. It takes time to mature to the level of 'being an adult'. Hell, half the people I know never reached the 'adult' maturity, even though they're 30+ years old.
I'm fine, now though, enough to write without giving up and closing word to go play Fallout 3 to vent anger. Expect the chapter tomorrow, hopefully, if Varocity can get around to editing it quick enough. I bet he will, that bastard can edit faster than you can say Micheal Jackson. Not that he has anything to do with this situation, but who cares? I know I don't
>>212319 I find that listening to System of a Down helps tremendously.
>>211942 Porn.
>>212200 Somewhere out There has dark elements to it. (You'll seeee~
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>>212371
I think part of the reason we comfort is because of the community that we are. We feel no need to try and act tough and not care for others. Among our own, we need not wear our masks that society forms.
>>212875
Spoken like a true brony
>>214193
I don't know about that. But it is definitely better than just saying "Love and Tolerate" and nothing else.