Stressed Updates · 5:09am Oct 30th, 2014
As I sit here at 11PM, a... someone I am close with in hospital because they were threatening to commit suicide, my head killing me because... today was as good a day as ever to get a headache, and I'm working on the next chapter of Under Our Wing, staring at a brightly-lit screen with tiny letters because I hate myself and writing a story where Scootaloo tried to kill herself. I'm just a big ball of joy right now, if you couldn't guess.
Ugh... everything has been falling apart lately. My Halloween plans are in limbo due to weather making my life a living hell and now the previously mentioned... issue. I'm behind enough as it is in school, it's right in the middle of allergy season so I feel like crap pretty much 24/7 and still I find the time to write because damn it it's stress relief and I am feeling really stressed.
I don't want to give any personal information about the person I mentioned for obvious reasons, but I do want to talk a little about it since I'm safe in the knowledge that no one I know personally will ever see this blog. I haven't had a chance to talk to them yet, as I just heard about it tonight, but I do want to. You guys know I was in a similar position a couple years ago, and it makes it easy for me because this person is just a little younger than I am (one month younger). I'll be seeing them soon-ish if some plans come together, and I think that's going to be the only chance I have for a while. To be honest I don't even know how they'll react to me trying to talk to them, and I don't even know what they're current situation is. I'm severely out of the loop on this issue and it's starting to seriously piss me off. This is a person I've known literally my entire life, and I do not appreciate knowledge being withheld from me for whatever reason.
But I digress. I won't know more until tomorrow, and hopefully I'll be able to get someone to tell me what the hell is going on.
Aside from that problem, writing's been going great! Except Missing Dreams. I have so many plans for the later chapters but I'm just so stuck on this one Shining Armour bit it's not even funny. Maybe I should edit and release the next chapter of Four is Greater...? It's been a while since an update and it is pretty much all ready.
I'll keep you guys posted on the writing front of things for now, but depending on what happens some things may be delayed for a while. Not much I can do, sorry. Anyway, I just wanted to give a brief update on what's going on in case I'm not around for a little while.
Until next time,
Kodeake out
Holy fucking shit .... You need a hug cdn1.smosh.com/sites/default/files/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0413/epic-hugs-friends-hunger-games.gif but dude seriously I hope everything turns out alright.
The only advice I have for the Shining Armor issue is to read stories that feature him as a main character. You may get some ideas from them. As for the other...issue, I do not think I can help with that, as no one I know has ever attempted suicide. Though I fear someone close to me is gaining suicidal thoughts...
Dang... see to your friend, first. Pony, and we, can wait.