Oct
9th
2014
Just a note: · 5:49pm Oct 9th, 2014
I'm going to be disconnecting soon. If you don't hear from me, I'm probably dead on the side of the road. Or I got gunned down outside the office. Or those pills I just took finished me off. Or the infection on my arm spreads over my body. Or I find a use for that pocket knife I found. Or I found eternal happiness and sadly had to leave.
The last one is never going to happen.
...Also, new fic is in production. We'll see if it ever gets finished, or if it rots like everything else I write. Hey, remember when people liked me and I wasn't just some hack on the Internet that drives people insane whining endlessly about his life when other people have far bigger problems? Those were good times.
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I cant say anything to change your mind, for anything you decide to do, but i speak for others when i say: you will be missed. You created greatness with my little alicorn, then constantly brought out more and more with Bringing up Blueblood and Waning Moon. If its any constellation, in a way: I worship you.
I always believed it to be an asinine line of logic to think that just because there are those with worse lives than yours, your problems ergo don't matter. A problem is still a problem, no matter the severity.
But hey, I'm just some person on the internet. A singular voice in a vast, and ever growing choir singing in some unfathomable disharmony that resonates with all that is human.
But it is no small accomplishment that your works have brought happiness and joy to thousands of people. All but with storytelling. Way I see it, if at least one person likes a story that I tell, then it was worth my time.
Hey! I still like you.
People still like you. I like you.
Good luck with the move!
people never liked you , you've always been alive
people can only like nice dead people , so our options are to either please people by becoming a nice dead person , or to not give a fuck , i'll continue to be content with myself on my decision on the matter.....
arm infection?.....
Don't worry we still love you, and we always will. And don't worry cause I'm sure those good times will come again, you just focus on your real life, and when you log onto Fimfiction after your long disappearance, we'll be waiting for you!
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Well said, my friend, well said.
~TheEmpressEclipse~
PS: I actually want to hear about my favorite Authors' problems. It kinda gives me a sense of who they are. So even if your problems aren't as big or as bad as others, I still wanna know, because I think your awesome no matter what you say about yourself. And I'm sure that lots of other are with me when I say that.
Hey I still like you and your stories, you have talent and need to stop hinking likt this. Seriously I worry when people post things like his online, dont be like this, the internet is full of fools and the est thing to do is realise what they say doesnt matter.
You are awesome, you have telent, you are the bst thing in the world and thats that.
All I can say is dont give up on yourself.
Good luck with whatever it is your disconnecting for. And I for one, am incredibly excited that you are writing.
Just try and come back, k?
Don't you dare leaving D:
You have finished several stories, and they don't suck at all. Your review are thoughful and interesting. You are in no way a hack on the internet.
Okay, I'm just going to break down that sentence, now...
We still do.
You're not.
Look, if you need to talk about your problems, it's okay. You're not driving anyone insane. And you're not whining.
It's all going to be okay.
Just take some time off to relax and get everything settled.
Just... don't think so little of yourself. People care about you, man...
Also, in response to this:
Please try to not think this way. I really get concerned whenever you bring up that you're contemplating suicide/dying... It puts me on edge...
I have no idea how to even respond... Hearing stuff like that scares me and really worries me. I want you to know that i have always liked you, and no, you are definitely not a hack. You are awesome. For far too long, you've been blind to your own successes and your own greatness. You might just be experiencing some horsefamous, but its still us all loving what you do... but also caring about you as a remote, but real friend.
As far as we're concerned, you've done no wrong except subject us to watching you berate yourself without making any attempt at helping deal with your self-loathing. Regardless, good luck with the move and with the next step in your life.
Heck, I'd be surprised if you read this comment. Seems like you never listen to what we say anyways.
You need to watch a movie that will reconnect you with who you really are, not this whiney self deprecating communist you seem to believe is you.
Start with Godfather...pay close attention to all the meetings in the first part of the movie, especially the part with the Sinatra character and the Don. Its a start.
Follow up with black hawk down and saving private Ryan.
2521013 not sure what youre accomplimshing here
2523591 pointing out the futility of getting others to try to like you , and what the reasonable alternative is so iah stops making himself feel like crap........
Read this:
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No matter how many times you look at it, it will always be true. Don't give up on yourself, and don't think nobody cares, because we do.
This brony shit is obviously depressing you, why don't you just go lurk somewhere else instead of actively participating. Somewhere outside of the horse faggotry fandom.
Become a weeaboo instead, just find something new to stave off the melancholy of poni vadge.
2525885 Congratulations! You've won the prize!
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But seriously, what made you think that comment was a good one?2528345
Because he looks like he needs a break from this stupid cartoon hoers business.
2522512 I get what you're trying to do, but maybe you could have worded it better? Come off less like a jerk?
2533919 I will care when our author friend here starts showing that he does as well. I can't help him until he helps himself, and I'm not the only one who's seen this type of self-defeating behavior from him over the year(s) without any change in it whatsoever (and if there is, it's certainly not because of our good-intentioned comments). If he even so much as responds or makes a follow-up statement on trying to regain his self-esteem, then I'll be whooping and cheering like everyone else here. But I'm still waiting on that day.