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Aug
21st
2014

Vacation · 9:37pm Aug 21st, 2014

It seems my latest update for The Lost Element has created quite a stir.

Even though I made it clear that this chapter was quite simply the most wretched thing I have ever written, the process and effort of finally finishing it as well as some of the feedback it has received has left me feeling mentally and emotionally drained. This chapter was never meant to be an unconditionally enjoyable one and while I did laugh when I read over the Deadpool reference I put in there, even I find this chapter to not be particularly enjoyable. I know it was the point to have the chapter be more frightening than pleasing, but I still must say that does not make the end result any easier for both the readers and the writer.

In all, I have no idea what to really think about this chapter, especially with how long I had been planning it out. Although I do know I have no plans on ever writing another like it ever again. But this chapter has taken a toll on me. And I feel genuinely bad for the trolling in falsely cancelling the story in an attempt to compound the emotional impact of the chapter's end. I will not ever do that again. But now, I feel it's time to take a short break from writing to rest my mind. I will be taking the rest of the month off. I might do a little jotting down things at night before bed now and then, but I will wait until the start of September before I get back into the groove of things.

While not cancelled, The Lost Element is on temporary hiatus while I work on a very special project I thought up some time ago on a mere whim.

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Comments ( 8 )

umm...thats good?
Crap. hold on a minute *picks up phone*
Yes, I need to cancel the "delivery". What? You can't refund me? :facehoof: just send it then. *hangs up*
crap. Sooo um if a life-sized :fluttershysad: plushie just happens to end up on your doorstep, don't touch it. It is filled with genetically-modified bees whose venom attracts more bees to come sting you.
:twilightblush: So just ignore it and give it to some kid.

2389103 :rainbowlaugh::rainbowlaugh::rainbowlaugh: No worries. I've already got two.

Yep, you definitely need one, after all of our bitchings and shit. Good luck with that secret project of yours by the way.

2389122
Maybe :derpytongue2: will take it. She was the one delivering it.
Or maybe :fluttershysad: would want it. Totally not creepy.
:fluttercry:umm..why is there another me?
:pinkiegasp: TWO Fluttershys!?
:trollestia: Hey. Hey Fluttershy. Make out with yourself.

HMB

I've been following since day one, and I'm still here to support you.

We both know that there are times that you have to hurt yourself in order to accomplish the greater goal, its never easy, but with time it will pass as always.

Don't worry, things will work out, ignore them and keep going as you see fit, in the end all this nonsense they're spouting will be for naught.

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