The Sacrifices of Passion and Pursuit

You ever freverently soughtba goal so passionately that you become self obsessed? Yoy turn into a raving loon and soon all your friends dump you. It happened to Poe and even Hemmingway.

Unlike them, however, my passion hasnt paid off. I invested too much and sacrificed too much. The price was greater than the payoff and now I have nothing to show on both ends.

Since its clear to me now no one cares if I improve and in fact accept me for what I am, I am afraid that too much damage has been done already and I am stopping this spiral so as not to lose anymore friends.

I hope you all understamd my decision. And dont let your fire consume you like I have.