• Member Since 4th Feb, 2012
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Sayer


Artist, writer and anything else I can do to slack off from my current projects.

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  • 457 weeks
    Still alive, still writing

    I won't write a column here because not too many people read this, so I'll make it short: I've been suffering from a writing block for god knows how long, and I recently started to write again. Here's a little fragment to show you how much I improved after all this time (keep in mind this isn't edited in any way; it's still a draft).

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  • 540 weeks
    Another preview

    We spent most of the afternoon in my house playing the newly released Fighting is Magic.

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  • 541 weeks
    The Dark Side of the Rainbow

    The crickets played their mysterious symphony as the owls quickly joined them. Both bands played the melody of the night for their princess, directing them like an orchestra director. The moonlight poured through my windows, casting light upon my bedroom. Once again, I found myself unable to sleep; countless times had I woke up in the middle of the night because of my asthma, but this time

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  • 543 weeks
    Being an artist doesn't seem to pay off

    Not long ago I worked on a request: a fanfic cover for X-Ray One, in which he asked me to draw this: http://sayer09.deviantart.com/art/Request-Skies-Ablaze-Fanfic-cover-389694297

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  • 544 weeks
    Nobody will read this

    I'm 21 and I never kissed a girl.

    I wanted to commit suicide since I was 6 years old.

    I've been bullied so much in my entire life that I never had friends until I entered high school.

    Even then, most of them used me or stole things from me (games, money, comics...).

    I think that my life is so linear that all I ever do is go from Point A to Point B.

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Oct
19th
2013

Nobody will read this · 8:34pm Oct 19th, 2013

I'm 21 and I never kissed a girl.

I wanted to commit suicide since I was 6 years old.

I've been bullied so much in my entire life that I never had friends until I entered high school.

Even then, most of them used me or stole things from me (games, money, comics...).

I think that my life is so linear that all I ever do is go from Point A to Point B.

I'm an artist, writer and animator, but I don't think anyone would give a fuck if I were to get rid of all my work.

No matter how hard I try, nobody seems to enjoy my work as far as telling me that "it's cool".

I've been drawing covers for a famous writer here in FIMFiction, but he focuses more on writing new stories than working on the ones that use my drawings.

I have accepted the fact that no matter what I do, my works will never be considered good enough to be featured in EQD nor any other website.

My editor and friend, a soldier, has been away more than a day without giving a single signal of life, and I fear he may be dead.

And I'm writing this because I don't expect anyone to read this blog post.

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Comments ( 9 )

Dude, I read all your blog posts ever since i followed you. I almost never comment but your stories are awesome. If they sucked, I wouldn't be reading this in the first place

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Well, maybe I should change the title to "Only two people will read this". Still, thank you for posting :raritywink:

Just read this.
Far too many people I've met have had similar lives and thoughts, and many times I have had to console them all. Just know that if you need someone to talk to, I'm here bro.

Read and commented. Stay frosty, my friend. I'll be back tomorrow. I'll chat with you on Wednesday.

Life goes on. Make the best of it, even if there isn't much to make anything of. I empathize and sympathize with you.

1441160 I'm gonna bitchslap you for not telling me you were on vacation. I was afraid you were dead!

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Derp. I thought I told you. I thought Nahmala would have told you if I forgot.

1444874 She only told me when I asked her like two days ago or so.

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