You know it's been a bad day...

...when a song like this sums up your mood.

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[Emeral Bookwise]

...

Seriously I was listening to Everfree Radio in an apparently vein attempt to lift my spirits and this is what the Brony musicians give me to work with? Except the weird thing is it might actually have made me feel better, or at least some facsimile thereof wherein I at least feel less alone in my present misery (and maybe just maybe reaffirming my general refusal to wallow in such an emotional state). I don't know, not even sure that makes any sense, and normally I'd never even both making a senseless blog post like this where I just babel on about how rotten I feel, and... like I said I just don't really know what if any point I was ever even trying to make or why I felt the need to do so in the first place.

Oh, well now Pinkie is singing a remix about smiles, and it's impossible to stay moody in the middle of that, so whatever or something.

[MerlosTheMad]

[vazak]

I'm sorry to hear that, I hope things start looking up for you as soon as possible.
Listening to Pinkie will improve things, she can't help but do so.

[Blackbelt]

...do you wanna talk about it? I'd be willing to listen if you want someone to talk, if you think it would helpyour mood.

[Emeral Bookwise]

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I'd probably be lying if I said no (half the reason I even bothered to post this might have been to get someone to ask), but the stuff specifically putting me into the dumps today feels so trivially petty, pointlessly contrived, and indulgently wangsty. While at the time, the underlying stuff that makes the superficial stuff seem so childish is somewhat... personal, the kind of stuff I'm not even sure I can face up to on my own, let alone comfortably share with someone else in any useful detail.

[ColdGoldLazarus]

Ouch. What happened?

[Fizzy Orange]

Just go with 'Smile Smile Smile' or the 'Raise This Barn' song in a loop, that oughta make you feel better

It doesn't help we didn't get a pony episode this week for some reason

[Emeral Bookwise]

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The short of it is nothing that should ever have been such a big deal. Started with Gameloft's so-called game screwing me over once -- again -- and now I'm just about ready to kick that cash-scam to the curb once and for all, consumed by a rage for all the time and effort I ever wasted on it. Only for me to realize how stupid it was to get so angry over a game, which of course only leads to a spiral where I got angry at myself for being angry in the first place.

As such my mood for pretty much the whole day was spoiled, and I'd previously planned to take advantage of the lack of new pony episode to spend the day getting back on track with my writing, but due to my foul mood not getting a damn thing accomplished, which only feeds into the disappointment over the aforementioned pointless anger spiral, and now I'm basically questioning if I really enjoy anything in life or if it's all just a pretense to distract me from the oppressive misery of it all and the seemingly forgone conclusion that it's all just an inane waste of time before an inevitably meaningless end (which is kind of semi-recurrent trouble spot for me).

... umm, actually that makes it all sound a lot more serious than it really was (though not any less pitifully trivial and self-indulgent given that I still let a measly little game set me off). Still, had a bit of a private chat with Vazak, and now I'm feeling something resembling better. Probably just need to get some sleep and make a fresh start of tomorrow.

Thanks for your concern though, I just wish I had a real trouble worthy of it... actually no that sounds pretty messed up too, and I should probably be grateful that my life is overall good enough that I can get funked out over trivial unimportant shit... umm, I think at least, though not sure if that even makes sense.

[ColdGoldLazarus]

683064 Ouch. :(

Eh, if it's a cash-scam and a waste, I think it's well within your rights to be angry.

Sometimes I have that issue, too. I've resultingly made some effort to get out a bit more, at least.

Again, I wouldn't feel too bad about getting mad over the game, though I'm glad to hear you're feeling better, and hopefully you'll feel even better tomorrow.

Idk.

Sorry for the late reply; had this written up before but evidently forgot to hit the send button or something. Now to reply to your other messages!